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Just a quick note to let everyone know that I'm not around and that I don't have my phone turned on. If anyone desperately needs me, just text Riku cause I'm looking at him right now.

See you guys when school starts!

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[blackstar_key]

Stop staring at me, you're psyching me out!

I'm looking up tattoo designs because I want a new one bad. I know it's just before the new swim season, but coach can get over himself. Want to help me? Jen is still trying to tan outside... I admire her tenacity!

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He wants to get me to make you call him. I told him that I couldn't help him. Was I right to say that?
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[heart_shines]

But it's fun to freak you out! :P

A new tattoo, hmm? You know, you have one for me and for Sora, but not for the most important man in your life~ I'm surprised that Demyx isn't jealous~

[Private]
You did the right thing. I don't want to talk to him right now... Thanks, Riku...
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[blackstar_key]

Oh yeah, fun for you!

I already told him point-blank that I'm not getting his name tattooed anywhere on my body. When he decided to get my name tattooed on him, that was his choice and I respect that. I don't want his name on my skin, and he respects that. He's not so childish as to get upset because I don't want his name tattooed on me, thank god! Come on, help me find one!

[Private]
I figured as much. He's still being his usual self, I noticed. You want to see the message? I can show it to you if you want.
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[heart_shines]

it is fun~ :P

I think it would be sweet to get something for him~ maybe that's just the romantic side of me~ :3 I dunno! The only tattoo I didn't plan was a drunken adventure with you!

[Private]
I just moved over to sit with you... after all, you did see and hear everything he said to me the other night
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[blackstar_key]

You're just creepy...

I don't do sweet, Kairi. I'm not getting a tattoo for him. The closest he'll get is a tribute tattoo, but that's it. No name. Nothing that's obviously for him.

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Take my phone, then. You can read all of it. He's... got a lot to learn about how he talks to people... He thinks we all imagine his bad attitude, but it's kinda obvious now that we don't.
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[heart_shines]

And you love me anyways~

Then what kind of tattoo did you have in mind...~?

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I just finished reading it...

What happened, Riku? We used to be so happy together and now...
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[blackstar_key]

For some reason...~

Not sure... I was looking on Tattoo Johnny, but I'm still not sure what I'm after...

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I don't know, Kairi... to be honest, I think it got to a stage where his ego started to get too big for the both of you. There's self-confidence and there's arrogance, and you look through half the stuff he writes and he has a really unnatural love for himself. Until he starts accepting that he's just as flawed as any of us, I don't think he's going to go back to how he was.

He thinks he's above all of us... I don't know why. Hey, don't listen to me, you know I've never liked him. Listen to yourself and your heart. How do you feel about him now?
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[heart_shines]

I'll never understand your mind...~ <3

You'll find something~

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I love him... or at least I did... and then things started changing and he started changing and I don't know how I feel anymore...

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[blackstar_key]

Neither will I... ♥

If you help me!!

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I see your point... I'd like to say that no, he hasn't changed at all and you're just noticing what I have always seen, but I know you won't believe me. Love makes you blind.

You'll figure it all out. With or without him, you have a lot of support.
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[heart_shines]

I feel love, Riku~

Well, I can't just tell you to get one! You have to have ideas and plan these things! Unless you wanna be like demyx and me and get wasted and get one~ :P

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is it really awful that I just don't want to talk to him anymore? I know he'll try to convince me to stay and I know me... I probably would even though I know deep down that it's a bad idea...
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[blackstar_key]

There is love here! We can get married while you're home! How's your dad? I was talking to him while I was visiting my parents a few days ago. Glad he's been maintaining the place in my absence. And your mom

[heart_shines]

Sure, let's go~ :3 Dad's okay! He's as busy as ever and is up for re-election in November so he's working like crazy on that. Mom's doing good too! They're actually getting along better since the divorce...

Do you guys have any inside jokes or anything? Like a seemingly random tattoo that no one would think anything of, but the two of you would know what it means?

[Private]
I love him, Riku... but I don't think I can be with him. It's hard for me to admit and accept, but... I'm not happy...
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[blackstar_key]

Got your dress yet? Yeah, I remember talking with him about the re-election. Thank him for leaving flowers for my parents. And I'm glad they're getting along better. Marriage just isn't for some people...

I can't think of any... I'm nowhere near as sensitive to all of that as he is...

[Private]
Then it's cruel to the both of you to go back to him. What about being with him aren't you happy about, exactly? The ego? The way he spoke to you? How he made you feel?
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[heart_shines]

Not yet...~ I should go shopping for that, huh? He's hopeful for the re-election. He doesn't think the opposition stands much of a chance. My parents and your parents were friends... they do their best to keep the flowers fresh

You'll find something!

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Everything...? I can't put my finger on what it is exactly, but I just know that I don't know if I can do this...
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[blackstar_key]

You should! Yeah, I'd say he is hopeful. The opposition doesn't look like much, to be honest. I'm registered to vote here so I just might. See how it goes on that front. And I appreciate what they do for my family, even when they're dead.

I hope I do before I go home...

[Private]
Then it's safe to say your relationship is over. If he hasn't run away like he plans to by the time we get back, you need to tell him that. Gotta say, it'll be different to have someone break him for a change...
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[heart_shines]

Fine~ You're paying for this! :P They'd do anything for your parents and they'll do anything for you. You know that.

You will~

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It's not going to be easy... but it's something that i have to do...
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