Come on, babe, don't give up so easily. You're a hard-ass and hard-ass women don't quit just because things are difficult right now. Just... take a sabbatical. Don't go looking for love, let it come looking for you for a while. Trust me when I say that, while love is amazing when you have it, it can seriously suck sometimes. People build it up to be fantastic and wondrous and something we all have to have, but that's a load of shit. You have friends around you who love you so much. I love you. If Demyx weren't in the picture, I'd so do you, just so you know ;)
You never know what the future holds. Well... actually, your sister probably does. Ask her! I should have spoken to her, so I could have been warned that MY FUCKING MAN WAS GOING TO RANDOMLY FUCKING SHOW UP HERE IN DUBAI DX
Re: [Private]heart_shinesAugust 5 2009, 14:52:23 UTC
You have no clue how much that entire comment made me laugh. If you made me wake Namine up, I'll smack you the next time I see you!
I'm okay, I know you of all people should at least believe me on that. I was tired and crabby last night, but today... today I think I'm okay with this. I mean I still love him, and that's not going to change.... but I'm truly okay with it.
Wait, Demyx is there? Someone is there for a long distance booty call isn't he~? Oh you know you love that he's there!
Re: [Private]blackstar_keyAugust 5 2009, 15:13:24 UTC
I'm glad it did! And hey, I'll make you a deal: if you don't have a significant other by the end of the year, I'll pay Demyx to go to a movie and I'll sleep with you, so then you can go and sleep with whoever you like as long as you use a condom. God help you if you don't :P
As long as you're alright, that's what matters. You know where I am if you want to call me.
Re: [Private]heart_shinesAugust 5 2009, 15:36:14 UTC
Somehow I don't think Demyx would be too happy about that! After all, you know that sleeping with a girl will give you girl cooties and you know he wants nothing to do with those~ :P
I'll call you later. Give you and Demyx some alone time~ >D
Not there for a booty call? What's going on? It's not like him to randomly show up when you're away...
Re: [Private]blackstar_keyAugust 5 2009, 15:45:39 UTC
Yeah, but I don't want you to just sell yourself off just so you can break an invisible taboo. I'll deal with him. I'm sure he owes me for something :P
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Kairi, don't ask questions if you're not going to want to know the answer... because, trust me, you don't want to know why he's here...
Re: [Private]heart_shinesAugust 5 2009, 16:14:56 UTC
Now...?
I-I'm not even going to ask... this is me not asking. I'll just add you to the list of people to worry about and the less I know, the less I'll worry, right?
Re: [Private]blackstar_keyAugust 5 2009, 17:04:16 UTC
I don't know... when I came round, I... I knew where Larxene was, and I called Xigbar and told him straight away. But I can't stop seeing the look in his eyes for those first few seconds...
He genuinely looked like he was trying to hurt me... but... it all just fell away so quickly. He looked scared... then nothing...
Come on, babe, don't give up so easily. You're a hard-ass and hard-ass women don't quit just because things are difficult right now. Just... take a sabbatical. Don't go looking for love, let it come looking for you for a while. Trust me when I say that, while love is amazing when you have it, it can seriously suck sometimes. People build it up to be fantastic and wondrous and something we all have to have, but that's a load of shit. You have friends around you who love you so much. I love you. If Demyx weren't in the picture, I'd so do you, just so you know ;)
You never know what the future holds. Well... actually, your sister probably does. Ask her! I should have spoken to her, so I could have been warned that MY FUCKING MAN WAS GOING TO RANDOMLY FUCKING SHOW UP HERE IN DUBAI DX
... I could kill him. And yet, I won't ;P
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I'm okay, I know you of all people should at least believe me on that. I was tired and crabby last night, but today... today I think I'm okay with this. I mean I still love him, and that's not going to change.... but I'm truly okay with it.
Wait, Demyx is there? Someone is there for a long distance booty call isn't he~? Oh you know you love that he's there!
I LOVE YOU!! ^___^
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As long as you're alright, that's what matters. You know where I am if you want to call me.
I don't think he's here for a booty call... -__-
LOVE YOU TOO <3
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I'll call you later. Give you and Demyx some alone time~ >D
Not there for a booty call? What's going on? It's not like him to randomly show up when you're away...
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Kairi, don't ask questions if you're not going to want to know the answer... because, trust me, you don't want to know why he's here...
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I-I was afraid of that... you're okay though, right?
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I... I'm okay now.
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I-I'm not even going to ask... this is me not asking. I'll just add you to the list of people to worry about and the less I know, the less I'll worry, right?
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I'm starting to trip out, Kairi. I don't know what happened; I was in the room, looking out the window one minute, then the next...
Even I don't want to know what happened. I'm trying to block it out. Don't know how long that's going to work.
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I'm hugging you right now, okay? Or go to Demyx for actual hugs since I can't give you the ones I have until you get back.
You're stronger than he is Riku... I know you are.
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But I blacked out... with Demyx's hands around my throat... I know Ansem had to have tricked him, but... he was trying to kill me, Kairi...
I don't think I'm stronger than him. Not anymore...
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Oh god, Riku... how, how could he do that?
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He genuinely looked like he was trying to hurt me... but... it all just fell away so quickly. He looked scared... then nothing...
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Talk to him Riku... talk to Demyx. You know he'd never hurt you without a reason....
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