one bullet and i'll be gone

[heart_over_mind]

all i can say is... for myself
i am torn
i wish it would have seen better
i didn't want to do it
but i was backed into a corner
and all i know how to do is run
i have made mistakes before
and they have ended lives
i don't want to get attached so closely with someone
and watch something horrible happen

i look so ugly when i cry
someone shoot me,before i fuck up even more