so here i am, ALIVE at last

[heart_over_mind]

okay no i'm not on at night so i'll update in the morning about the night before... went in to work and like nobody was there not even chris it was supposed to be his last day and he wasn't so didn't get to say good bye and give him the macaroni art i did of us...*tears* i know where he'll be tho so i will find him there and parade him with stupid little things i made haha! well i spent the day texting sarah and did i ever enjoy it i saved so many of them that it slowed down my phone hehe! so i was forced to delete some but there were some i wanted to keep(is dork) well i have been able to sleep lately like restful sleep the good time ... i haven't dremt or remember them at least but i'm sure i'll get them i have been so happy and upbeat its so refreshing i get sleepy and will sleep i feel so good i know how trivial it may seem its just sleep but i hadn't any for a long time ... i wonder if she know how happy i really am now ...?
i mean we talked on the phone till like 3:00 in the morning <3<3<3 *sigh* it truly is lovely