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Wow so this is it....one more day. I dont know whether I'm more happy, sad, or scared. I think its a combination of all 3. You are always told when you're more of an adult when your 16-18...or so many would like to think. But honestly although I have always been pretty mature I never really thought about being out on my own, and in just 3 months I will be. Scary.
I have been counting down the days until I could get out of this school a place I often refered to as hell, and now I regret wishing away my days and watching my high school days fade away. I'll never again be a high school student, walk these halls, and see all the familiar faces I have grown to know and expect to see daily. After all these years knowing all the same people and now its time to go our seperate ways and start our own lives. I'll never talk to most of the people here again. It really upsets me. Theres so much I wish I would have done and said and not done and not said. One more day and now all I wish is that I had more time because I'm not quite ready to say good-bye.
I have been counting down the days until I could get out of this school a place I often refered to as hell, and now I regret wishing away my days and watching my high school days fade away. I'll never again be a high school student, walk these halls, and see all the familiar faces I have grown to know and expect to see daily. After all these years knowing all the same people and now its time to go our seperate ways and start our own lives. I'll never talk to most of the people here again. It really upsets me. Theres so much I wish I would have done and said and not done and not said. One more day and now all I wish is that I had more time because I'm not quite ready to say good-bye.