i can relate to everything you wrote. some times it gets sooo hard to deal wit the fact that joe is gone. i walk around his house every day that i'm with josh. i see his belongings and pictures everywhere. i still don't think it's sunken in that he's GONE. i think that joe and thomas will be with us no matter what. i know that it sucks knowing that you have no one to talk to and no one to answer all your questions but just know that he loved you.
josh and i have talked about joe and him not being here. it's really hard sometimes to have problems and everyone wants to give you advice but it's not always positive advice. joe was ALWAYS positive and thats what stinks. josh feels like he has no one to talk to because no one is or will be like his uncle. i try but i can't be his uncle because his uncle was a great man.
i want you to know that i'm here. i'm dealing with the same thing. i've had to watch someone that i met only for a few months but loved so much, die in front of my eyes. i know your pain and i feel the same way. why does it seem like the good/great people in our lives are the ones suffering from all the pain? why can't the bad people die? life is mysterious but i know that god has reasons for everything. even reasons for death.
i love you and i hope you stay strong. i think you are marvelous and a very nice & caring person. anddd i'm sure thats JUST the way thomas liked you. <3
josh and i have talked about joe and him not being here. it's really hard sometimes to have problems and everyone wants to give you advice but it's not always positive advice. joe was ALWAYS positive and thats what stinks. josh feels like he has no one to talk to because no one is or will be like his uncle. i try but i can't be his uncle because his uncle was a great man.
i want you to know that i'm here. i'm dealing with the same thing. i've had to watch someone that i met only for a few months but loved so much, die in front of my eyes. i know your pain and i feel the same way. why does it seem like the good/great people in our lives are the ones suffering from all the pain? why can't the bad people die? life is mysterious but i know that god has reasons for everything. even reasons for death.
i love you and i hope you stay strong. i think you are marvelous and a very nice & caring person. anddd i'm sure thats JUST the way thomas liked you. <3
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