Sep 25, 2005 22:13
I'm still alive. :)
Aren't you so happy? ;)
I don't remember the last time I updated, so yeah.. I'm pretty sure it was a while ago.
I just got finished with economics work for the week. I like that class. It's basically pretty easy, and I get a freakin 100 on everything I do. So yeah, my grade in the class is a 100. And I love that. It is awesome. And it's honors too, so that's like an easy 5.0 for my GPA. Yes! lol.. A class that isn't so easy? AP Biology. I'm pretty sure my grade has dropped in there, because I don't get it. And it's stupid. That makes me sad. But it's okay. I've been having pretty good days for the past few, so that makes me happy. Screw school and grades. :)
I wish I could just say that. My parents have been SO much on my case lately about homework. "Do you have homework?" "Yeah" "How much? What is it? How long will it take? When are you going to do it?" "HOW WOULD I KNOW!?! I'M 17 YEARS OLD AND I DON'T PLAN THAT FAR AHEAD. RAR!" Yes, that is exactly what happens. Well almost, minus the 'rar.' And then they get angry and yell a lot, and I cry. That probably happens about once a week. But it's okay, 'cause if I'm sad about something else.. then I just cry a lot because the yelling brought it out and I get everything out that I need to. It's actually kind of therapeutic. I guess...? lol..
My knee hurts. :(
I went to Heather's party last night. I had a lot of fun. Ya know, minus the fact that basically everybody had someone to cuddle with besides me and Heather. Which kind of sucked.. but oh well I shall say. I still laughed a lot and it was fun. I also drove a jet-ski for the first time today and that was a lot of fun. I wish I lived on a lake and had a jet-ski. That would be awesome. I'm glad that that weird guy actually trusted me to let me drive alone, with my jet-ski license and all. :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER! I hope you had a lot of fun, too.
We have a key club meeting tomorrow. :D We have like at least 40-something paid members. Already paid. AWESOME. Like seriously, I may be a Key Club nerd, but that makes me so happy that we have that many people. It's lovely. :D
It doesn't feel like I have to go to school tomorrow. I wish it was that way. I really like the 6-period day. It makes the day, and thus the week, go by a lot faster. And that's lovely.
I love my friends. They are way lovely as well. Way lovelier than the 6-period day. Thanks for being who you are, guys. It makes me happy. Even the fact that Mrs. Losito has to yell at us for talking so much. I don't care, that's what we do. I love ma Monica tons. She is wonderful and she always will be. I just hope she cleans her room SOOMETTIMEE SOOOOOON so we can hang out on a Friday night. COUGHCOUGH. lol.. Thanks for always being there for me. :)
I haven't talked to Dane really recently, well.. he sent me a message on myspace and I replied. Then I saw him in Cane's, and waved. It's okay. I wish we could be closer, but I think I've dropped that subject because I really doubt it'll ever happen. It's okay though, this is the way it's meant to be. :)
Hmm.. there's another certain topic on my mind, but I'm not so sure if I should delve into that. Some people could probably figure out what I'm talking about. It's about a boy. Isn't it always? lol.. I don't know if I like him, but I feel like I do. And if I do like him, would it be smart to get involved with him? Some people say, absolutely not, some say maybe, get to know him a little better first, and others say, it'd just be weird, but whatever. And what do I say? I say, I don't know what the heck is going on!! I wanna just go with the flow and let things happen as they may, but then.. would that make the chance of hurting him greater? I don't want to hurt him. He's a nice boy. Would it even matter to him? Does he have that side to him? I don't know!!!! lol.. I think I choose the second option: get to know him. See if he has that side. And if he does, go from there. Wow. I did type a lot about that. I shall stop. Now. lol.. (And hey, sidenote for all you people that know who this kid is. KEEP IT QUIET. Not a lot of people know because I don't want a lot of people knowing. I'd like to know what's going on in my head before everyone else does. :) So yes, if you comment.. say "he" or "him" please. :) Thank you.)
So how are all of you? Let me know. I wonder. If I don't see you.. I miss you. If I see you everyday, but only for a little while.. then I wish I could see you more. If I see you all day, every day.. I absolutely love you and you are amazing. :) I hope you all know who those belong to. Ya'll are smart. You can figure it out. :)
I feel like I've been making new friends in a way, like getting to know them better. And in a way, I have.. but also, they've been my friends for a while? I don't know. But it's nice. lol.. :)
I'm in a good mood, if you haven't been able to tell with this HUGE entry and me not going off on sad tangents and stuff.
I don't know what I'm talking about really, just typing and this is what's coming out.
Oh, one more thing. Thoma's has been released from constant care. And he's at home. :) He's not in the clear yet, but him being home is a BIG step and I love it. Thank you all for praying. Ya'll are wonderful. And thank you God, You are awesome. :)
I think I'll go. lol. Whoever reads ALL of this, you are awesome and I love you.
Thanks for loving me, you lovely people. It means a lot. <3
See ya'll later.