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I hardly ever write in this anymore because no one really reads it, but that's cool with me because I just like to ramble anyway. I've been really busy with school stuff and I'm happy that this semester is almost done because I'm sick of the classes I'm taking now. Finals start tomorrow but I can't concentrate right now, therefore I'm writing stuff here.
Thursday night was fun, we drank here then James and I went to the bar. We drank and danced and made fun of people who were practically having sex on the dance floor. Then Friday night we all were drinking but I didn't drink that much, and there was some drama which sucked. Then last night I drank again, and night turned out to be horrendous and I keep reliving it in my head and whenever I think about it, I want to smack myself in the head. I won't go into details because it's personal and if I wanted someone to know about it, they would've already known. But yeah, my self-confidence is pretty well shot, it will take awhile to build that up again haha.
But except for last night, I've been very happy, this is pretty much the happiest I have ever been in my whole life and I'm not exaggurating. I really need a job though, then things in my life would be pretty perfect. I need money for bills, whole wheat bread, peanut butter, and Florida.
Oh and James and I are getting a doggie! YES I LOVE DOGS!
Thursday night was fun, we drank here then James and I went to the bar. We drank and danced and made fun of people who were practically having sex on the dance floor. Then Friday night we all were drinking but I didn't drink that much, and there was some drama which sucked. Then last night I drank again, and night turned out to be horrendous and I keep reliving it in my head and whenever I think about it, I want to smack myself in the head. I won't go into details because it's personal and if I wanted someone to know about it, they would've already known. But yeah, my self-confidence is pretty well shot, it will take awhile to build that up again haha.
But except for last night, I've been very happy, this is pretty much the happiest I have ever been in my whole life and I'm not exaggurating. I really need a job though, then things in my life would be pretty perfect. I need money for bills, whole wheat bread, peanut butter, and Florida.
Oh and James and I are getting a doggie! YES I LOVE DOGS!