Wher will I find the answer to all my questions?
What do you do when you understand more to a question but its still not enoughto help you understand whats happening and why?
Where will I find what I need to know... I know exactly where to look... and I'm searching and looking desparatly searching looking pushing things out of my way but its not working because its all barried to deep to hard to find... I can find some of the answers within myself... but... thats just barely half of what i need...
Where do I go from here what turns should I make? I have to many conflicting emotions... I'm with out direction... a heart telling me a few things and a brain telling me the opisite... dont do it leave that dead its over to much pain says my head... My heart telling me oppisite... dont worry about it, it will work out... theres still a chance...
I contradict myself almost more than the president!!! *sighs* I'm just really confussed wanting to unconfuse myself but I dont think thats truely possible.... Without someones 100% honesty... and a few others too...
Some reason I have this strong feeling that it wont happen though... I wish I knew why its so hard for people to be 100% honest with me...
Where to go what to do... I dunno... but one day it will be be solved and I will know what happened... and whats going on...
As you read this know that I'm not just talking about one thing in perticular there are multiple thing some more than others... but ya......
Where will I find what I need to know... I know exactly where to look... and I'm searching and looking desparatly searching looking pushing things out of my way but its not working because its all barried to deep to hard to find... I can find some of the answers within myself... but... thats just barely half of what i need...
Where do I go from here what turns should I make? I have to many conflicting emotions... I'm with out direction... a heart telling me a few things and a brain telling me the opisite... dont do it leave that dead its over to much pain says my head... My heart telling me oppisite... dont worry about it, it will work out... theres still a chance...
I contradict myself almost more than the president!!! *sighs* I'm just really confussed wanting to unconfuse myself but I dont think thats truely possible.... Without someones 100% honesty... and a few others too...
Some reason I have this strong feeling that it wont happen though... I wish I knew why its so hard for people to be 100% honest with me...
Where to go what to do... I dunno... but one day it will be be solved and I will know what happened... and whats going on...
As you read this know that I'm not just talking about one thing in perticular there are multiple thing some more than others... but ya......