YES!!!!!
Well I finally talked with josh.. and the talk was... so... wonderful... he finally opened up to me I cant believe he actually opened up. Josh hardly ever opens to up anyone and he finally did me... Well here I suppose I should start at the beging.
Josh and I have been going out for about two months now. And well josh has been really "unaffectionate" towarrads me and I wanted to have a talk with him because I felt that he may not relaly care for me the way he should but I couldn't talk to him because kareem was always bothering us and yeah kareem pissed josh off really bad this morning so bad that he just got up and left and at that time I dind't know why he did that and I ddint' see him again till after school. When I found Josh I was coming out of the library and saw him and I was like Hey! i really dind't know if i should talk to him, but I did, so I walked up to him and I could imedately see that he was mad and pissed and Josh was like "God I can't believe him..." and I'm like "who Kareem?" and hes like "Yes Kareem I cant stand him.. " blah blah blah... and so yeah when I finally got him. well Josh was mad at kareem for multiple reasons and yeah almost all of them had to to with me either directly or indirectly.
Then I mentioned what jrue had said yesterday in the stair well, she said infront of him me and kareem that I should break up with Josh to go out with mandi. yesterday when she said that josh just kinda sat there stairing at the wall.. I wasn't sure how he was taking it until today. When I mentioned that josh looked at me and was all like That really fucking made me ill and I'm like yeah It pissed me off pretty bad too and he just staired at the wall and dind't move his eyes he looked like they were all watery, but I got alot of hugs and cuddles from him well not cuddle cuddle but I got some pretty nice hugs.
Guys I really do love josh... and I can't break up with him for mandi I care to much about josh... yes we have our problems in our relationship but in a relationship you hvae to try to work out all of your problems to the best of your abilty and I know Josh is trying in his own ways. Josh just is kinda stubborn and he isn't an all affectionate touchy feely person and I'm adjusting to that I love josh and I dont want to lose him and I want to work all of this out... So yeah. After today with josh.. (I left out alto of what happened) I know he is who I want to be with.
Josh and I have been going out for about two months now. And well josh has been really "unaffectionate" towarrads me and I wanted to have a talk with him because I felt that he may not relaly care for me the way he should but I couldn't talk to him because kareem was always bothering us and yeah kareem pissed josh off really bad this morning so bad that he just got up and left and at that time I dind't know why he did that and I ddint' see him again till after school. When I found Josh I was coming out of the library and saw him and I was like Hey! i really dind't know if i should talk to him, but I did, so I walked up to him and I could imedately see that he was mad and pissed and Josh was like "God I can't believe him..." and I'm like "who Kareem?" and hes like "Yes Kareem I cant stand him.. " blah blah blah... and so yeah when I finally got him. well Josh was mad at kareem for multiple reasons and yeah almost all of them had to to with me either directly or indirectly.
Then I mentioned what jrue had said yesterday in the stair well, she said infront of him me and kareem that I should break up with Josh to go out with mandi. yesterday when she said that josh just kinda sat there stairing at the wall.. I wasn't sure how he was taking it until today. When I mentioned that josh looked at me and was all like That really fucking made me ill and I'm like yeah It pissed me off pretty bad too and he just staired at the wall and dind't move his eyes he looked like they were all watery, but I got alot of hugs and cuddles from him well not cuddle cuddle but I got some pretty nice hugs.
Guys I really do love josh... and I can't break up with him for mandi I care to much about josh... yes we have our problems in our relationship but in a relationship you hvae to try to work out all of your problems to the best of your abilty and I know Josh is trying in his own ways. Josh just is kinda stubborn and he isn't an all affectionate touchy feely person and I'm adjusting to that I love josh and I dont want to lose him and I want to work all of this out... So yeah. After today with josh.. (I left out alto of what happened) I know he is who I want to be with.