something to think about...

Jan 17, 2006 21:53

Do you know how much you hurt me sometimes?
Do you ever think before you speak?
Do you know how badly it pains me to think you do not trust our love?
Do you realize it is the little things that keep me here?
Do you notice the changes I have made for you?
Do you notice the changes I have tried to make?
Do you care?
Do you ever wake up and think about me?
Do you ever wonder what I am doing?
Do you ever wake up and want to call me then because you can't wait to talk to me?
Do you realize you have almost stopped doing the little things?
Do you know that I cry out of sadness and pain?
Do you ever know how much you can hurt me?
Do you know I haven't noticed one single change you have made for me? Have you made any?
Do you know that I think about you all day?
Do you know you are usually in my dreams?
Do you realize how much I care?
Do you know how badly it hurts not to be trusted.
Do you know how much you break my heart?
Do you know that I want to hear about your day?
Do you know that I love you?
Do you love me?
Do you KNOW that for a fact?
Do you ever FEAR you might lose me if you don't treat me right?

Maybe you should start considering my feelings. After all, I am female...we are sensitive. We wear a tough exterior to hide all the pain. We have gotten good at that over the years. Maybe you should ask about my day. Maybe you should consider that I make sacrafices...you need to as well. After all, a relationship is a give and take situation...on BOTH sides. You can not continually take until there is nothing left.
I know that you are male. I know you do not think the same as I. I know that things work differently for you than for me.
Please, start thinking of me as more than your "girlfriend." You know I am there for you in any way you need me. Don't poke fun at me, and call me names, and tell me I am boreing. It hurts. I hide it, but it hurts. Don't threaten to leave...I won't stop you. I will let you walk out. I have put up with the pain...I have put up with the tears...I have put up with wondering how you really feel for me. Please...please don't drag me along. Don't leave me hanging out there, especially not on such a thin thin wire.
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