!@#$%^&*
This week went surprisingly fast, tomorrow is already friday and I'm extremely glad. So basically all I have left on my to-do list is to get into drivers ed for february, and get a fucking job. I really need to start looking, like now. I just want to get into drivers ed and shit first though.
I feel like every day is a fucking blur, like I wake up go to school and come home and I'm like where the fuck did I just do today? its so weird. I don't know, I can't really explain the feeling but it's like.. my whole school day is a blur, and then I come home. strange.
I'm doing alright though, I'm just like getting by I guess. I cannot wait until the next two weeks are over. I have all next week, and then the week after is midterm/regents week which means I have school tuesday and wednesday from 12-3, and thursday from like 8AM-10 and then on friday from 10-12 ... which is nice being I just have to go in and take a test. Also Marisa's birthday is next weekend, and I'm excited for that. I wanna see her new puppy too :)!
But yea so, right now I'm waiting for Ryan to get to his friend's house because I'm worried being that something happened with him today and I want him to be okay tonight. I love him a lot, I really do.
That's about it.
oh, and P.S.
I really need to fucking change my screen name, I need to stop allowing people of my past get in touch with me.
I need to stop letting things that happened in the past affect the way I am today.
I need to forget being hurt and focus on being happy, today.
Okay, that's really it.
byeee
I feel like every day is a fucking blur, like I wake up go to school and come home and I'm like where the fuck did I just do today? its so weird. I don't know, I can't really explain the feeling but it's like.. my whole school day is a blur, and then I come home. strange.
I'm doing alright though, I'm just like getting by I guess. I cannot wait until the next two weeks are over. I have all next week, and then the week after is midterm/regents week which means I have school tuesday and wednesday from 12-3, and thursday from like 8AM-10 and then on friday from 10-12 ... which is nice being I just have to go in and take a test. Also Marisa's birthday is next weekend, and I'm excited for that. I wanna see her new puppy too :)!
But yea so, right now I'm waiting for Ryan to get to his friend's house because I'm worried being that something happened with him today and I want him to be okay tonight. I love him a lot, I really do.
That's about it.
oh, and P.S.
I really need to fucking change my screen name, I need to stop allowing people of my past get in touch with me.
I need to stop letting things that happened in the past affect the way I am today.
I need to forget being hurt and focus on being happy, today.
Okay, that's really it.
byeee