you blew it, kid. you opened your heart up too soon.
today was a good day. i got to play with julie tom and devvy. it was happy.
i miss laura. i miss my old old house. i miss middle school. i miss my hair. i miss summer. i miss rain. i miss my old job. i miss the way i used to be. i miss my family. i miss all my pairs of toe socks that got destroyed. i miss my old room. i miss my old big blue chair. i miss drum lessons. i miss being naive. i miss lauras house. i miss florida. i miss maine. i miss tennessee. i miss piling up 3 people on a twin mattress overflowing with blankets and shispers in krystis cold basement. i miss having someone to cuddle with and kiss. i miss cheesey movies and music. i miss real girls night out. i miss boston. i miss the T. i miss newbury comics. i miss sunglass hut guy (jacob). i miss going to shows every weekend. i miss colin. i miss mike. i miss my unplugged dashboard cd. i miss mama kitty. i miss babysitting emmy and matty. i miss house sitting with tc, tigger and alice. i miss valentines day in elementary school when youd get that special card from your crush. i miss our classroom rat, sugar, from 2nd grade. i miss walking into prestons house and passing out in his bed for hours during the summer. i miss being skinny. i miss not caring as much as i do now. i miss money. i miss the warmth. i miss my tanlines. i miss talking to laura or josh on the phone for hours and having my mom complain about the handset being warm from my ear. i miss the lake. i miss reading 12 smutty novels a week. i miss seventeen magazine. thats all for now.