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Although i feel no one may read this.. i feel the need to write them
my list of 20 things...
1-I had a best friend. I fucked it up. It's my only regret. Every time a concert annoucement comes up i think about her.
2-I still think about asking her to go to Europe. I walk right up to her store entrace, with the entention to fix it all.. then i chicken out and cry a little about it.
3-I am almost finished school. I fear not making it as a photographer.. and it's all i want.
4-I have two friends who are severly depressed. I love them and pray ever day for them to have a better day than the one that just passed.
5-I cry when i look at photographs i love.
6-I want to love someone.
7-I wish i could go to new york.
8-I don't get out enough. And i will even less next semester.
9-I hate how i love and hate my job... but more the latter.
10-I wish i could move out... today. But i'm afraid of the consequences.
11-The only serious relationship i've had wasn't that serious at all.
12-I love sitting in tiny cafes.
13-I wish i could get the same reaction from him as others do. "Oh.. that's beautiful. I love it."
14-My fave part of the day is the walk to school. Music, people. it's atmosphere. I'm lost.. but i'm a part of it.
15-I am never happy with the way my hair looks. or my makeup looks.
16- I'm never comfortable... around people.
17-I'm a mild hypochondriac (sp?).. but i get better every day.
18- The best things i ever did for myself was lose 25 pounds and bought a camera.
19-I love bargain shopping.
20- There's nothing more beautiful sounding than music... especially on vinly.
my list of 20 things...
1-I had a best friend. I fucked it up. It's my only regret. Every time a concert annoucement comes up i think about her.
2-I still think about asking her to go to Europe. I walk right up to her store entrace, with the entention to fix it all.. then i chicken out and cry a little about it.
3-I am almost finished school. I fear not making it as a photographer.. and it's all i want.
4-I have two friends who are severly depressed. I love them and pray ever day for them to have a better day than the one that just passed.
5-I cry when i look at photographs i love.
6-I want to love someone.
7-I wish i could go to new york.
8-I don't get out enough. And i will even less next semester.
9-I hate how i love and hate my job... but more the latter.
10-I wish i could move out... today. But i'm afraid of the consequences.
11-The only serious relationship i've had wasn't that serious at all.
12-I love sitting in tiny cafes.
13-I wish i could get the same reaction from him as others do. "Oh.. that's beautiful. I love it."
14-My fave part of the day is the walk to school. Music, people. it's atmosphere. I'm lost.. but i'm a part of it.
15-I am never happy with the way my hair looks. or my makeup looks.
16- I'm never comfortable... around people.
17-I'm a mild hypochondriac (sp?).. but i get better every day.
18- The best things i ever did for myself was lose 25 pounds and bought a camera.
19-I love bargain shopping.
20- There's nothing more beautiful sounding than music... especially on vinly.