You're so focused on Patrick and Tara that you've forgotten about me. I know that you're not always depressed and that you can be fun and that you can love and how hard you try in everything and how rarely things go your way. I also know that I've been cast aside by you as an extra, as unimportant, as trivial, as someone from your past and that's hard on me.
I can't keep calling you and trying to make plans with you if you don't want it. I miss my best friend and I feel that I've lost my best friend and you have no idea what that feels like because you've walked away from me.
I try to be emphathetic to you, to be there so you can tell me when things are good and when things are bad but I also want to be able to tell you about my days and I want us to go out and do stuff and perhaps I am too demanding and perhaps I was naive in thinking that we would stay best friends when we went to different schools but I like to think that frienship transcends mere obtacles like schools, cities, countries.
Hopefully you will be in attendance at Victoria's on Friday evening but I won't be surprised if you have an assignment to finish; have to hang out with tara or patrick or mike, just have something better to do. But don't forget that before you got to Algonquin I was the one who stood besides you and helped you get back up when you fell and the one who you turned to first every time. Even if that's changed now, don't forget what was.
Prianka, nobody could have said that better. You're quite the friend. I respect that a lot. You're also not the only one. There are some of us who know Annelise for who she is; some of us who give it our all while we can, and will continue to give everything we have, given the opportunity. You're truly great though. You've probably tried harder than anyone else. I guess that's why you win the best friend award. Unfortunately, our friend doesn't know that she has most of the things she asks for. She's simply looking in the wrong places.
I can't keep calling you and trying to make plans with you if you don't want it. I miss my best friend and I feel that I've lost my best friend and you have no idea what that feels like because you've walked away from me.
I try to be emphathetic to you, to be there so you can tell me when things are good and when things are bad but I also want to be able to tell you about my days and I want us to go out and do stuff and perhaps I am too demanding and perhaps I was naive in thinking that we would stay best friends when we went to different schools but I like to think that frienship transcends mere obtacles like schools, cities, countries.
Hopefully you will be in attendance at Victoria's on Friday evening but I won't be surprised if you have an assignment to finish; have to hang out with tara or patrick or mike, just have something better to do. But don't forget that before you got to Algonquin I was the one who stood besides you and helped you get back up when you fell and the one who you turned to first every time. Even if that's changed now, don't forget what was.
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