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following suit...
(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:
(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want and I'll answer.
1.
2.
3.
(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.
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today, i was feeling BLAH! in the morning. but my mood did pick up when two very interesting characters.. names mike and patrick began singing "don't worry, be happy" as i complained about going to work. *hugs* you guys rock!
the nurse lady messed up my arm. boo! big bruise on my right arm. but it looks cool, in that odd way.
dr. heirlihy says that after my ext appointment i wont have to see her as often anymore. i'll just go every year or two and take my meds every day. whoop! no more needles.. ok, LESS needles.
yet again, all i really need is a hug. and not because i'm sad. just because they feel nice.
as i was making my way to work today. i saw a couple on the bus. they were very cute and seemed good together and the girl said something and the boy responded and then the girl got angry and got off the bus. he followed her. got off the bus (where i got off the bus) and they talked a bit and then landed in each other's arms. i looked at them and felt good knowing one more couple in this world made it past another argument. making their relationship last a little longer. *sigh*
"last week i had the strangest dream, where everything was exactly like it seemed"
there's so much i want to say. but for some odd reason this seems like the wrong place to say it/write it today.
hrm
hrm indeed.
i suppose i will just wait and see.
if i ever want to write what i think/feel here.
or even say it outloud to anyone.
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questions are always on the tip of everyone's tongue.
many left unanswered.
many await answers.
many answers will be left undesired.
many questions could lead to more.
many questions won't even be asked.ever.
what are we afraid of? honestly, what is the question on the tip of your tongue you want answers to but are afraid to ask? is it asking that scares you? or the answer?
did it ever occur to anyone that there's always the happy answer. there is always the chance that you will get the answer you want.
wait. do you even know what it is you want (to hear)?
and once you ask the question, do you know what you will do with the answer?
where will you go from there?
what will you do?
will anything really change?
maybe we're afraid of change. good or bad.
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it's expectations that will kill us all.
people expect others will be a certain way.
and when they are not
they get thrown off.
we are human. we have layers
the hard thing is finding/exposing them all.
especially to one person.
THAT one person.
you know which one i am speaking of.
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has anyone noticed that sometimes it seems that being sad takes less effort than being happy?
oi oi oi oi oi.
i have history and i'm lazy.
d-o-o-m-e-d
haha ok not really. there's gotta be something to save me.
and i have the feeling i'm gonna have to save myself :S
(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:
(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want and I'll answer.
1.
2.
3.
(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.
----
today, i was feeling BLAH! in the morning. but my mood did pick up when two very interesting characters.. names mike and patrick began singing "don't worry, be happy" as i complained about going to work. *hugs* you guys rock!
the nurse lady messed up my arm. boo! big bruise on my right arm. but it looks cool, in that odd way.
dr. heirlihy says that after my ext appointment i wont have to see her as often anymore. i'll just go every year or two and take my meds every day. whoop! no more needles.. ok, LESS needles.
yet again, all i really need is a hug. and not because i'm sad. just because they feel nice.
as i was making my way to work today. i saw a couple on the bus. they were very cute and seemed good together and the girl said something and the boy responded and then the girl got angry and got off the bus. he followed her. got off the bus (where i got off the bus) and they talked a bit and then landed in each other's arms. i looked at them and felt good knowing one more couple in this world made it past another argument. making their relationship last a little longer. *sigh*
"last week i had the strangest dream, where everything was exactly like it seemed"
there's so much i want to say. but for some odd reason this seems like the wrong place to say it/write it today.
hrm
hrm indeed.
i suppose i will just wait and see.
if i ever want to write what i think/feel here.
or even say it outloud to anyone.
---
questions are always on the tip of everyone's tongue.
many left unanswered.
many await answers.
many answers will be left undesired.
many questions could lead to more.
many questions won't even be asked.ever.
what are we afraid of? honestly, what is the question on the tip of your tongue you want answers to but are afraid to ask? is it asking that scares you? or the answer?
did it ever occur to anyone that there's always the happy answer. there is always the chance that you will get the answer you want.
wait. do you even know what it is you want (to hear)?
and once you ask the question, do you know what you will do with the answer?
where will you go from there?
what will you do?
will anything really change?
maybe we're afraid of change. good or bad.
----
it's expectations that will kill us all.
people expect others will be a certain way.
and when they are not
they get thrown off.
we are human. we have layers
the hard thing is finding/exposing them all.
especially to one person.
THAT one person.
you know which one i am speaking of.
---
has anyone noticed that sometimes it seems that being sad takes less effort than being happy?
oi oi oi oi oi.
i have history and i'm lazy.
d-o-o-m-e-d
haha ok not really. there's gotta be something to save me.
and i have the feeling i'm gonna have to save myself :S