Oct 31, 2004 07:25
woke up this morning and hurried around for work, only to realize ONCE i get downstairs that it's actually an hour before i have to leave. damn you. damn you.
i went out to billings with mom yesterday. i bought some clothes and underwear! yay!
i did end up going to mikes party. it was good times. jon showed up all medival style. denise looked like cleopatra, mike was edward scissorhands, patrick was the coolest mad hatter ever, jens costume was wicked, and katlyn was dressed like a schoolgirl..yes that type of schoolgirl. it was good times, mike lost his drinking game... do you trust a man with scissorhands under the influence? haha. awesome.
patrick had one very large mad hatters hat. it rocked my socks. he also had very large dopey ears. brilliant.
it was good times. oh man those cartoons were way too much for my brain!!!
i think it's a good thing katlyn didn't try to carve that pumpkin. oi for knives and crazy people.
i really dont want to work today. at all. its going to be long, boring, and painful.
i'm intrigued by prianka's entry.
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ranting:
it's the little things that count.
knowing the small pleasures, showing feelings in small ways.
the 364 other days in a year are the ones that matter.
one day can't make up for all the other days 'you' missed.
used?
get back onto your feet again.
there's no point in crying, when the milk has already been spilled.
no ones at fault when feelings and the mind collide.
everyone has been mistaken before.
so dont hate her as she's walking out the door.
she was only confused.
and now you may be too,
but there will be another...
someone warm and caring,
someone worth opening up to and sharing
your world with forever...
just give it time it takes a while
to see the light and begin to smile.
but it will come to you i swear,
just be prepared to meet it half-way there.
a restless heart in the heat of the night.
wrap your arms around her she'll hold you tight.
and when the sun comes up she'll still be there.
thinking up reasons to leave, no she wouldn't dare.
she's been looking so long for something unattainable
and now that she's found you, you are so available.
the question is do you desire her as well,
or is this your version of a private hell?
running from something you want so much
something so real,something you could touch
touch her now, she's just as afraid
she knows love is something you trade.
between each other.
not one only giving it to the other.
you've found him now.
bite the bullet, ride the cloud
let him take hold your hand
to show you this whole new land
he's the one you keep dreaming of
so let him show you a new version of caring and love.
it wont be like the times before
he wont turn around and make you want to run through the door.
let him show you the parts of yourself you knew not were there
he's showed his emotions, now show him you care.
because the scariest thing now would be to wait,
and sometimes the words arrive to you too late.