so let go, jump in.
This past weekend was very unexpected. The things that happened got me to realize that I should be able to relax a little. Just live. I've been spending a lot of time with my siblings, they are so much fun, so full of energy, and life. They're a good place to go to if I'm ever having a bad day and needing an escape. We basically played The Super Mario game on Nintendo 64 all weekend. Anyway, I thought about it, and I thought, 'why didn't I spend more time with them before?' and I couldn't think of any other answer than 'because I was busy'. I'm always busy. But i made time for them all weekend, and although I still have a ton load of homework to do and done by tomorrow, I couldn't have spent this weekend any other way.
Another thing that I realized was that i should just let go, and trust the ones that love me. I've had trouble with it, and all that I've been doing is contain myself, afraid of being hurt. But containing everything is the thing that hurt me the most, because i felt like I couldn't say anything, which led to meaning nothing. So today, I let go.
I love these calm weekends. :)
Another thing that I realized was that i should just let go, and trust the ones that love me. I've had trouble with it, and all that I've been doing is contain myself, afraid of being hurt. But containing everything is the thing that hurt me the most, because i felt like I couldn't say anything, which led to meaning nothing. So today, I let go.
I love these calm weekends. :)