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Apr 27, 2007 20:55

I. It's been raining a lot, and i would say that it's annoying, but April showers bring May flowers, and i looove flowers. :) but other than that, i didn't let it bother me. i walked through the rain as if it were just sending me many kisses instead of frizzes. it was really nice, to step out of the box that most of us are contained in.

II. also, instead of doing my hw, i've been working on a project, i found some fascinating things on my computer that i never knew i could do. i find myself using that as an excuse from doing hw. :)

III. My workload has tripled since forever ago, and i just keep piling in. I often question myself as to WHY i do that to myself. my only answer is that i love doing everything that i do. even the hw, honest, i get EXCITED when i get hw sometimes. just because i love being busy. sort of, but another honest, i love not having so much overwhelm-ness on me, just to make plans on the weekends with my girlfriends like i used to. I think the biggest problem is that i have so much excitement for so much, so i take AS MANY opportunities that are offered to me.

IV. A thought came into my head this morning and it was that the friends that i had in the beginning of this year have moved on, i have to say most of it is because of me, not making time for them.. but i'm so happy, because i have those who stuck around, understanding that i have a life of my own, that doesn't mean that i don't love them. (i really hope many of you read this thought of mine, because it's truly from my heart).
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