First Entry
Ok this is my first entry so here it goes.
I woke up rather late and pretty much did absolutely nothing until Paige got online. We were supposed to hangout and then she was going to stay at my house. Didn't happen. We went to the mall and she stole me some pants which officially made her the coolest person ever! Then after sitting in the skateshop for awhile we went back to my house. I was going to call somebody and go hangout at their house but that didn't happen either. So here's what did happen. My step-dad calls me inside for a private talk and tells me that my mom was passed out when she came home and that she was still out of it but responding to things. I ran in her room and sat there and held her hand and felt so helpless. We found a bottle of empty tequila and knew she had drank to much, but my mom doesn't drink and if she does definetly not that much. It was so confusing, I didn't know what to think. I know it was a collection of things stressing her out but you can't help but feel its your fault in these situations. I ended up taking Paige home and like crying the whole there so it was probably a boring ride home for her... I'm sorry. Instead of going home though I hung out at her house. I'm glad I did because if it wasn't for her I'd probably be going insane right now. She pretty much made me forget about everything in a sense and made me laugh which I thought was impossible at the time. It helped me out beyond belief to be with her so Paige if you read this... Thanks. That was pretty much the day... I just hope my mom is going to be ok. I have lost my dad to cancer, that I dealt with. But I cannot deal with my mom leaving me, I love her way to much and she means the world to me.
I woke up rather late and pretty much did absolutely nothing until Paige got online. We were supposed to hangout and then she was going to stay at my house. Didn't happen. We went to the mall and she stole me some pants which officially made her the coolest person ever! Then after sitting in the skateshop for awhile we went back to my house. I was going to call somebody and go hangout at their house but that didn't happen either. So here's what did happen. My step-dad calls me inside for a private talk and tells me that my mom was passed out when she came home and that she was still out of it but responding to things. I ran in her room and sat there and held her hand and felt so helpless. We found a bottle of empty tequila and knew she had drank to much, but my mom doesn't drink and if she does definetly not that much. It was so confusing, I didn't know what to think. I know it was a collection of things stressing her out but you can't help but feel its your fault in these situations. I ended up taking Paige home and like crying the whole there so it was probably a boring ride home for her... I'm sorry. Instead of going home though I hung out at her house. I'm glad I did because if it wasn't for her I'd probably be going insane right now. She pretty much made me forget about everything in a sense and made me laugh which I thought was impossible at the time. It helped me out beyond belief to be with her so Paige if you read this... Thanks. That was pretty much the day... I just hope my mom is going to be ok. I have lost my dad to cancer, that I dealt with. But I cannot deal with my mom leaving me, I love her way to much and she means the world to me.