...I just want to scream, how could this happen to me?
I take this pill. It once belonged to you. It was in your possession therefor it was a part of you. And as it kicks in, I'll remember the truth. That I can be happy, with just one tiny peice of you.
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I really hate these online journal things because no matter how much you type and how in detail you may put it, you cant make someone else feel what your feeling and unless they have been in the exact situation they have no idea what in the hell you could possibly be going through, whats going on in your head, your heart, that feeling in your stomach, the dizzyness, the very slight blanking out... and i hate it
***edit***
I really hate these online journal things because no matter how much you type and how in detail you may put it, you cant make someone else feel what your feeling and unless they have been in the exact situation they have no idea what in the hell you could possibly be going through, whats going on in your head, your heart, that feeling in your stomach, the dizzyness, the very slight blanking out... and i hate it