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"I think it is time I let you go, and that is so hard to do because some part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life, but the daydreaming, the running in place .. it's not healthy. So this is me, cutting the cord. This is me, doing what I should have done eight months ago .. saying goodbye." - Dawsons Creek
wow thats deep if only i could say goodbye.....i need to but something i really easier said than done....one day he will relize just what he could of had...and then relize that it is too late for him.....
i hate it when you have something and you dont relize how great it is until it is gone you always hear people say that but it is really true...i had something so amazing and it is gone....it has been asking about me to a friend saying it could get me back if he wanted to....well thanks to karli.....she set it straight by say that he shouldnt be so sure...sending it off to podner about it all....(it is a boy fyi)
its funny how you can want two differnt things that are so similar but so differnt...
parents and i are fighting what is new about that nothing but they are being such bitches my dad is the one that put me in the really bad mood he said that he would not let me and mel drive to san antiono together without an adult....ummm i thought it was funny bc ashley gray and i drove up there without an adult but whatever he is being GAY really really really..... oh yea and another family memeberr that is a total asshole is my sisesr okay so she is having a party because she is turning 19 and zac her bf is going up there to vist her and she is like you and missy can come...i dont want to watch over you like the last party we went together.....the last party i did what i did because i wanted to it was not her fucking job to do anything so f her...
my new steer is getting sick he is so cute i love him i hope i do well with him since it is going to be my senior year i cant believe that in a year i will be graduating from highschool that blows my mind i hope i have alot of friends when i go i dont want to be little loser all by myself staying in all the time doing noting....how boring would that be and i would get so fat if i did that could you even imagen...oh my....anywhoo....
yea i guess i will be going now.....peace out...
wow thats deep if only i could say goodbye.....i need to but something i really easier said than done....one day he will relize just what he could of had...and then relize that it is too late for him.....
i hate it when you have something and you dont relize how great it is until it is gone you always hear people say that but it is really true...i had something so amazing and it is gone....it has been asking about me to a friend saying it could get me back if he wanted to....well thanks to karli.....she set it straight by say that he shouldnt be so sure...sending it off to podner about it all....(it is a boy fyi)
its funny how you can want two differnt things that are so similar but so differnt...
parents and i are fighting what is new about that nothing but they are being such bitches my dad is the one that put me in the really bad mood he said that he would not let me and mel drive to san antiono together without an adult....ummm i thought it was funny bc ashley gray and i drove up there without an adult but whatever he is being GAY really really really..... oh yea and another family memeberr that is a total asshole is my sisesr okay so she is having a party because she is turning 19 and zac her bf is going up there to vist her and she is like you and missy can come...i dont want to watch over you like the last party we went together.....the last party i did what i did because i wanted to it was not her fucking job to do anything so f her...
my new steer is getting sick he is so cute i love him i hope i do well with him since it is going to be my senior year i cant believe that in a year i will be graduating from highschool that blows my mind i hope i have alot of friends when i go i dont want to be little loser all by myself staying in all the time doing noting....how boring would that be and i would get so fat if i did that could you even imagen...oh my....anywhoo....
yea i guess i will be going now.....peace out...