dont tell me , its not worth trying for
i never update anymore. i dont really understand why though. its not like i do anything. i come home. sit around. call kel a few times day. sometimes go to cheerleading , on mondays and wednesdays. and then i take a shower , eat and go to bed. its the same everyday. theres the occasional run to the store, or those crazy times when my dad decides he wants to go shopping and asks me to come.
Im totally going to contradict everything i just said , but this weekend i was really busy .
Saturday was laceys party , so saturday morning i went shopping for her. spent like 50 of her. then bought a new pair of pants and a jean jacket for me. I got home, got ready and then left for her house. some people stopped by.... then when they left i ate everything in sight and i ended up layin down in laces bed and falling asleep at liek 10:30 , then at like 1 i was awaken by rami jumping on the bed. i was totally confused , so i just went back to sleep. slept till kel woke me up the next morning cuz she was going to drivers training. After i got lace and tina to wake up we all got laces dad to make us breakfast, and of course he made me special eggs cuz ..well, im special ;)
later in the day i went home and kel came over . we went trick or treating with raquel jill and ran. it was fun . i was the red MnM , kel was a spider lmao. i didnt get a lot of candy tho. that pissed me off. its ok tho , cody did so i just steal his. =)
SO monday .... was the first clinin for cheerleading. But raquel nicole sarah brooke and i dont have to tryout so we just made up cheers in the hallways and goofed around. i came hoem showered n went to bed. i woke up late this morning so my hair was poofy and waivy , i looked like a scrub and i wore red shoes lol.
something very weird keeps happening . EVERY single day since the day simoun and i broke up i hear the song over n over again or let me love you right after school, when my mom picks me up . its always on. i always wanna IM him and tell him that. but that would but a dumbass thing to do . ANd the song Charlene really reminds me of him...its crazy .
its so weird how two people can be so close ,and in one day it all changed and then thers nothing. Just nothing. ANd you want so much to call them and see whats up , but that wouldnt be the right thing to do . im confusing myself right now, ill stop
this update is unusually long. im getting a very bad grade in geometry and that makes me mad. I am getting a very GOOD grade in government and current events tho. i hate math a lot.
in current events yesterday we were talking about columbine, and i couldnt stop thinkin... what if one of the weird kids in school just deiced to kill all of us. I could totally imagine James oBrian doing it . He wants to be a battlebot creator. and he makes noises and like growls at people. its so weird.
im listening to a really cute song by luether Vandross right now , well i think thas who its by , its about dancing with your dad , its cute, if i figure out the correct name of it ill put it in here so everyone can downlload it.
i got a new car today. im not supposed to know. its a surprise bday present. my birthday isnt till valentines day. but its a black 96 monte carlo , its cute and its fast lol im excited. =)
but i guess ill go , hope all you over 18 voted today =) go Kerry lol , nite
Im totally going to contradict everything i just said , but this weekend i was really busy .
Saturday was laceys party , so saturday morning i went shopping for her. spent like 50 of her. then bought a new pair of pants and a jean jacket for me. I got home, got ready and then left for her house. some people stopped by.... then when they left i ate everything in sight and i ended up layin down in laces bed and falling asleep at liek 10:30 , then at like 1 i was awaken by rami jumping on the bed. i was totally confused , so i just went back to sleep. slept till kel woke me up the next morning cuz she was going to drivers training. After i got lace and tina to wake up we all got laces dad to make us breakfast, and of course he made me special eggs cuz ..well, im special ;)
later in the day i went home and kel came over . we went trick or treating with raquel jill and ran. it was fun . i was the red MnM , kel was a spider lmao. i didnt get a lot of candy tho. that pissed me off. its ok tho , cody did so i just steal his. =)
SO monday .... was the first clinin for cheerleading. But raquel nicole sarah brooke and i dont have to tryout so we just made up cheers in the hallways and goofed around. i came hoem showered n went to bed. i woke up late this morning so my hair was poofy and waivy , i looked like a scrub and i wore red shoes lol.
something very weird keeps happening . EVERY single day since the day simoun and i broke up i hear the song over n over again or let me love you right after school, when my mom picks me up . its always on. i always wanna IM him and tell him that. but that would but a dumbass thing to do . ANd the song Charlene really reminds me of him...its crazy .
its so weird how two people can be so close ,and in one day it all changed and then thers nothing. Just nothing. ANd you want so much to call them and see whats up , but that wouldnt be the right thing to do . im confusing myself right now, ill stop
this update is unusually long. im getting a very bad grade in geometry and that makes me mad. I am getting a very GOOD grade in government and current events tho. i hate math a lot.
in current events yesterday we were talking about columbine, and i couldnt stop thinkin... what if one of the weird kids in school just deiced to kill all of us. I could totally imagine James oBrian doing it . He wants to be a battlebot creator. and he makes noises and like growls at people. its so weird.
im listening to a really cute song by luether Vandross right now , well i think thas who its by , its about dancing with your dad , its cute, if i figure out the correct name of it ill put it in here so everyone can downlload it.
i got a new car today. im not supposed to know. its a surprise bday present. my birthday isnt till valentines day. but its a black 96 monte carlo , its cute and its fast lol im excited. =)
but i guess ill go , hope all you over 18 voted today =) go Kerry lol , nite