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Topic Numero Uno, I feel so aloof,lazy,tired. I don't feel like doing anything. I don't want to even work out or even get food for myself, not even a dingdong. I don't even want to go to sleep because im to lazy to even walk to my bedroom. It's the time of the month, and it's getting to me. Im in extreme pain. I should be doing my Ancient Rome project, but im sitting here, typing in this lovely journal,letting things out of my system. I'll get over it, it's not really the end of the world, im just in pain, my stomach hurts, my head hurts, and well, dizzyniss and drowsyness coming on the way. So right now im trying to think of what to type, i keep on backspacing my words.
Im also talking to an old friend mike online, and were chatting about killing some man, hoping he gets run over by a bus,Then a truck after, get taken by the cops, the cops take off his skin, chop him in half, throw him in a river, and take his tiny pieces of his skin, turn it into a flag, and hang it up on my porch. It's a nice conversation after not seeing eachother for five years. Really it is. We used to be so close back in freshman year, me chrissy, wouldn't seperate. We used to ditch school all the time, I remember those days, I miss them like crazy. And i miss chrissy aka "ChrissyKat" the most.
Topic Numero Dos, I need a new group of friends. Seriously my friends treat me like shit. Hmm why the hell am i calling them as my "friends" to begin with. There obnoxious and rude to me. I just had it with them. I also don't need another parent around me telling me what to do with my life. I already have two. Why can't i find a nice crowd or atleast one person here where i can have a good time with, without them demanding every single little thing i do? I seriously feel like i have a girlfriend right now, who just wont eff off with her shit..That's why im so not ready for a relationship now, i have to deal with this jackass. I just got to try and put myself out there. Thats the solution. I need to stop babbling about these people, because..it's not worth my time. There are other people. There are better days.
I had to vent, i know it was long!!
Im also talking to an old friend mike online, and were chatting about killing some man, hoping he gets run over by a bus,Then a truck after, get taken by the cops, the cops take off his skin, chop him in half, throw him in a river, and take his tiny pieces of his skin, turn it into a flag, and hang it up on my porch. It's a nice conversation after not seeing eachother for five years. Really it is. We used to be so close back in freshman year, me chrissy, wouldn't seperate. We used to ditch school all the time, I remember those days, I miss them like crazy. And i miss chrissy aka "ChrissyKat" the most.
Topic Numero Dos, I need a new group of friends. Seriously my friends treat me like shit. Hmm why the hell am i calling them as my "friends" to begin with. There obnoxious and rude to me. I just had it with them. I also don't need another parent around me telling me what to do with my life. I already have two. Why can't i find a nice crowd or atleast one person here where i can have a good time with, without them demanding every single little thing i do? I seriously feel like i have a girlfriend right now, who just wont eff off with her shit..That's why im so not ready for a relationship now, i have to deal with this jackass. I just got to try and put myself out there. Thats the solution. I need to stop babbling about these people, because..it's not worth my time. There are other people. There are better days.
I had to vent, i know it was long!!