The temptation of suicide.
Life is difficult.
It is full of many epic struggles.
I thought it was similar to a rollercoaster.
If so...where the hell are my ups?
When is it suppose to get better?
I must be blind because I am not seeing it.
I am attmepting to grip onto what I have left
unfortunately it's all slipping away from me.
As if life itself is being torn away from me.
I feel like I am dying inside,
a little everyday.
Ever hour goes by, I feel less motiviated to do anything.
And I begin to fancy the idea of suicide.
I began to think on the drive back to Dani's this late night,
of climbing up the freeway wall and diving off of it into the traffic.
The thought brought a smile to my face.
I surely must be twisted.
Ending my existance has never sounded so sweet.
It is full of many epic struggles.
I thought it was similar to a rollercoaster.
If so...where the hell are my ups?
When is it suppose to get better?
I must be blind because I am not seeing it.
I am attmepting to grip onto what I have left
unfortunately it's all slipping away from me.
As if life itself is being torn away from me.
I feel like I am dying inside,
a little everyday.
Ever hour goes by, I feel less motiviated to do anything.
And I begin to fancy the idea of suicide.
I began to think on the drive back to Dani's this late night,
of climbing up the freeway wall and diving off of it into the traffic.
The thought brought a smile to my face.
I surely must be twisted.
Ending my existance has never sounded so sweet.