frustration...
It's cold outside. The dew has frozen and glazed the grass. The blades sparkle in the sunlight. The sun set at 5 pm last night and rose at 8 am. I left work in the dark and woke up in it. It isn't as much relaxing as it is exhausting. I was in a shitty mood this morning. I didn't get off of work until 8pm... I got to work at 4 am that morning. It is almost time for me to leave this place I have called home for two years now. Long day. There is an eerie serenity about the clinic. No one is very sociable today. It's amazing what a lack of warmth can do to people. I miss atumn and spring. This summer to blizzard shit isn't cool. I finished my thirteenth song last night. I fell asleep with my guitar in hand...one leg on the floor and one on the futon. It was the best sleep I ever had.