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We are no longer able to steal internet in our apartment. God truly is dead.
Work has improved tenfold. Scheduled more often, but still don't really feel like I have a job. And we're getting a leeeetle bit busier so I'm staying more entertained while I'm there. And slowly, as always with me, I'm getting to know a few of the people I work with better. I've never been able to figure out how I've gotten to know so many random people so well because I'm so goddamned shy and quiet with new people that it takes forever to get to know me. But anyway, I'm starting to like it a little more, despite I got my checks today and have made a whopping $150 for the entirety of the time I've been working there, including 26 hours of training. Is this really possible? And legal?!
It seems that I'm very much not alone on this one, but summer is starting to make me feel pretty worthless. I guess that it always has, but after a year of college I feel like there's so much I could be doing to catapult my future career, or just...anything I don't know! I should be reading more and writing more and learning more and I'm just not putting forth effort to do it. And nights have all blurred together mostly, which is mostly my fault.
How can one go about changing things when one realizes things need to be changed? Ahh an unsolvable problem for lazies like me.
Work has improved tenfold. Scheduled more often, but still don't really feel like I have a job. And we're getting a leeeetle bit busier so I'm staying more entertained while I'm there. And slowly, as always with me, I'm getting to know a few of the people I work with better. I've never been able to figure out how I've gotten to know so many random people so well because I'm so goddamned shy and quiet with new people that it takes forever to get to know me. But anyway, I'm starting to like it a little more, despite I got my checks today and have made a whopping $150 for the entirety of the time I've been working there, including 26 hours of training. Is this really possible? And legal?!
It seems that I'm very much not alone on this one, but summer is starting to make me feel pretty worthless. I guess that it always has, but after a year of college I feel like there's so much I could be doing to catapult my future career, or just...anything I don't know! I should be reading more and writing more and learning more and I'm just not putting forth effort to do it. And nights have all blurred together mostly, which is mostly my fault.
How can one go about changing things when one realizes things need to be changed? Ahh an unsolvable problem for lazies like me.