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[hear_me_you]

Ugh. I fuck everythung up.I must nvever drink again. Melissa. Ambulance. Fuck. Ross' house, his mom, Me;'s mom, I'm so fuckrf up. Bawled my eyes out, yet gave my number to luke. Shit. Thn paul took me home and took care of me and made me forget. And I said bad things. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Worst night ever that shouldve been awesome. I love Melis, and hope she isn't hurting because i love her more than i lo ve myself.