Ahh

Nov 06, 2007 19:43

I'm super excited!

So I finally figured out EXACTLY what I'm going to do as far as school goes.
Major in International Relations w/ a focus on global problems.
Segment III's of AIDS: A Modern Epidemic.
Aaand the American Humanics Certificate (Nonprofit Leader Prep).
Siiiiick!

It fits exactly what I want, and it means that I'm actually going to ENJOY school from here on out. Woohooooo! Hahaha.

Anyways, I haven't really been content with my life at all the past few months, I've been really unhappy actually. And now I'm really excited! Seriously, I mean now I know what I want, and I know I'm going to enjoy my classes which makes such a HUGE difference, it really does. Things financially aren't AMAZING, but in the next few months I believe things will be all worked out.

Lately I've been thinking that I don't want to be financially dependent on my mom AT ALL anymore. I mean, all I get from her is $800/month for rent. But mine's $950, + electric, + cable/internet, + tuition, + books, + bart to/from school, + food, + substances. Anyways, if I keep on with the 800/month from her, try to save EVERYTHING possible for the next 8 months, and I should be able to handle being on my own completely and paying for everything myself next year. This is what I'm hoping for anyways, I don't want to feel like I owe her anything, ever.

Also, something to look forward to: bday party! Eric & I turn 20 9 days apart from eachother, so we decided to have a fat party at our place to celebrate. We watched this movie a few weeks ago when we were trippin' out a bit and got hella into it so it's going to be the theme of our party! woohoo. Party monster, watch it, dress up, and come! haha, I'm super over excited about it, because it's the only thing I really have to look forward to.

I don't really have any desire to go home for thanksgiving, and I may just not go home at all. I'm trying to test the waters..see how pissed off this makes the maja. If she's too terribly upset I suppose I could go home, but I really just don't want to, and it would make it much easier to not have to. I don't even eat meat, so it's not like I have this huge desire to make it home for the turkey. Plus, I'll be seeing them only a month after thanksgiving for xmas.

I really do think I'll just wait until then.
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