must....not....eat....
o wow...i haven't written since TWO fridays ago...my bad...anyway let me update you with what has happened...
Saturday...i forget, but most likely hmwk....same goes for Sunday
Monday...school stinks...first day of xc that we actually run
Tuesday...ahh yes...i go spaz at school and start crying all by myself...then i hate myself and get all stressed out and stuff and i go to mrs. cunningham and cry some more...and stuff...i wont bore you with that
Wednesday...mrs. cunningham calls my house...my parents confront me and there is more tears...enough said
Thursday....happy rosh hashanna! or not...went to services and had another "talk" with mom and dad when we get home...they agreed to not put as much pressure on me...and stuff...yeah right
Friday: cough cough...i am sick in the morning, and i sound like a MAN by last period....anyway ya
Saturday: i go to nates in the morning for my ss project (ICK) and then i go to the beins for a sleepover party rather sick....and i actually have an awesome time...dylan and i snuggle a lot...hehe and we hold hands hehe...ya well we stayed up til 4 am...yawn
Sunday: after leaving the beins at 11 i shower a nap til 3 and then i got to NCL til 5 and then eat and then do hmwk...and i FORGET TO RUN
Monday: School was ok...SO FREAKIN BUSY- ok math test, ss proj, english, proj, and science test...POOOP...and on top of that i get my braces tightened and my voice is still horrible....but i ran an awesome race! 13th out of 43- with a breathing problem!
Today: AHHH pain...teeth kill...but the gap is closed!...ahh and my freakin voice! and math! and science! I DONT GET IT...and ss! OMG I HATE MY GROUP...AHHHH i fucking hate school...its only been 10 days and i want to KILL MYSELF...*stress* and i shouldnt eat cuz im not hungry and my mom is nagging me...and pooop and i have so much to do and i just want to throw it all away ...poooooooopppppp..... fuckfuckfuckfuckityfuck nnnnaaaaaaaa ya well i have to go torture myself now...review tomorrow morning and lunch...xc after school- NO TIME TO RELAX
thanx for fucking hearing me out!
me
Saturday...i forget, but most likely hmwk....same goes for Sunday
Monday...school stinks...first day of xc that we actually run
Tuesday...ahh yes...i go spaz at school and start crying all by myself...then i hate myself and get all stressed out and stuff and i go to mrs. cunningham and cry some more...and stuff...i wont bore you with that
Wednesday...mrs. cunningham calls my house...my parents confront me and there is more tears...enough said
Thursday....happy rosh hashanna! or not...went to services and had another "talk" with mom and dad when we get home...they agreed to not put as much pressure on me...and stuff...yeah right
Friday: cough cough...i am sick in the morning, and i sound like a MAN by last period....anyway ya
Saturday: i go to nates in the morning for my ss project (ICK) and then i go to the beins for a sleepover party rather sick....and i actually have an awesome time...dylan and i snuggle a lot...hehe and we hold hands hehe...ya well we stayed up til 4 am...yawn
Sunday: after leaving the beins at 11 i shower a nap til 3 and then i got to NCL til 5 and then eat and then do hmwk...and i FORGET TO RUN
Monday: School was ok...SO FREAKIN BUSY- ok math test, ss proj, english, proj, and science test...POOOP...and on top of that i get my braces tightened and my voice is still horrible....but i ran an awesome race! 13th out of 43- with a breathing problem!
Today: AHHH pain...teeth kill...but the gap is closed!...ahh and my freakin voice! and math! and science! I DONT GET IT...and ss! OMG I HATE MY GROUP...AHHHH i fucking hate school...its only been 10 days and i want to KILL MYSELF...*stress* and i shouldnt eat cuz im not hungry and my mom is nagging me...and pooop and i have so much to do and i just want to throw it all away ...poooooooopppppp..... fuckfuckfuckfuckityfuck nnnnaaaaaaaa ya well i have to go torture myself now...review tomorrow morning and lunch...xc after school- NO TIME TO RELAX
thanx for fucking hearing me out!
me