I just don't know what i'm going to do....

[hear_me71185]

My grandma is everything to me
to think about losing her
I break down
and this is just a thought
89 years old she is
and no one lives forever
her smile
her sarcasim
even her stubborness
I will miss
You never know when the ones we love will be taken
seeing her sick
seeing her in the hospital
weak
unable to breath
I know i'm not ready
For today was the first time
I didn't want to leave home
To be 200 miles away
when i just want to be with her
for she has given me everything
so many hours of her life with me
when she could of been somewhere else
i owe her so much
i love her so much
when i was young
my mom worked alot
dad was always off in his own world
brother/sister were teens and had there own life
it was me and grandma
watching the grand ole opry saturday nights
playing cards and watching soaps
taking road trips
and going out to eat
I am the person I am
Because of her
I will never forget all she's done for me
It could be years or just a month
but in the end i'll know that i am a very lucky person
to have a grandma like mine
even these words can not describe
how great she's been to me