I want to cry.................
Have you ever felt like you tried so hard and yet it's not good enough. This past year of school i've tried the hardest I ever have, and still i highly doubt that my grades are going to be good enough to get into my program. Isn't it just sad when your lowest grade is a B, and yet you can't get in. Why i chose such a hard program i don't know, but i feel like one big huge failure when i should feel good about actually working hard at school and trying instead of just blowing it off. When it comes to studying i have such a hard time sitting and learning stuff i just could care less about. Maybe this career isn't for me, but if this isn't then what is? I just wish i could fast forward my life about 5 years and just be done with the whole, not knowing what i want to do with my life phase. If i don't get into Bakers program, then i might just attend LCC, but that creates more problems because where will I live, and who will i live with? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm really frustrated and i just want to be done with this week and back home for the summer.
Truthfully I will not miss Baker college for one second, this place screws you over and if anyone reads this and is thinking about attending baker college you mine as well just change your mind right now. Also if you plan on being serious about school, never live in dorms, cause 95% of the people in my dorm, gave a shit less about anything that had to do with school, and they all pretty much failed out. I should just be proud that i passed all my classes, it's more then most accomplished this year. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................... peace!