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[hear_alone]

*sigh* i'm looking for a miracle. anything to keep me from dying. my dad blew me off again. he is seriously losing cool points. so let's see:
my dad hates me
My family isnt talking to me
i have no friends
i have no job
which means no money
which means no car
i have not gotten a tan
which means i'm still horribly white
actually just sickly pale
and finally,

I'm really, extremely bored which can have serious effects on the brain.