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Well, what an awesome day this day is! Valentines Day is so amazing. I love this day! For those of you who know me, I would hope you know I'm lying. I guess today was ok, but I hate having to show your friendship or "likeness" towards someone when everyone else is doing it too. I guess it really doesn't matter because I don't really like anyone, but I just like it when you like someone and you get them flowers or a card on a random day, when no one else is doing it because it makes that moment so much more special. I guess I just hate giving things to people because it is "fitting" to do so. I like spur of the moment surprises that really surprise people and they have no idea it is coming. That's how Iv'e always been and I like things that way. It's like someone asking for $10 on their birthday and you give it to them. Was it really a surprise? No...Did you get any enjoyment out of giving that to that person? Maybe a little, but not a lot. Who knows all I know is I do spend way to freakin much money. On Valentines for people I spent over $20 and for my family tonight I went and got a cake, flowers and some things for my siblings and it cost almost $25. I'm sick of spending money, I'm sick of play rehersals, I'm sick of a hell lot of people, and I'm sick of not being able to spend time with people I want to. I'M SICK!!! haha. I can't wait till the play is over even though I'll probably miss it. I just want to relax, play golf all day, then go to a spa, and then go home and sleep for one day? Is that so much to ask? Well, I can't wait till spring break. And then Prom? MAN! Whatever, things will fall into place. Everything has a meaning. Well, I think I'm going to go run away right now to New York and start a new life. Funny thing is I am thinking about it. Haha Hope everyone had a good day.
-Healy-
-Healy-