Feb 02, 2005 23:25
Well, In approximately 35 minutes, I will be 18. Um...I don't care what anyone says, I am staying up till 12:00! I thought about my past tonight and you know when you just kinda reminisce over the past? Well, I did that and it was sad at times. I guess birthdays never really hit me as wow life is coming at you, it was always, I can't wait till next year when I'm another year older so I can...you know? Number 18 is kinda wierd. I obviously knew I would get there one day, but it sometimes doesn't seem real. I get used to it, just like every other year in the past. I just found it sad because as I came home my dad was in bed. As I went to go say goodnight he hit me with a strange question of, "So what are you thinking about on the last day of 17?" A LOT of thoughts rushed to my head as he said that. Those words are still repeating in my head. I don't know if I want to be 18. With another year comes more responsibility, but at the same time, heck yeah I want to be 18!! I'm just rambling on again. But I have really come to know people a lot closer over the past weeks. It's been kinda fun. Grease is freakin stressful, but so much fun! I hope my dirty, rich uncle comes to see the show! And since it seems to be a trend of opening up and expressing each others feelings:
If you want to know what I think about you, ask me. Better hurry up, don't know how long I will have the same thoughts of you, me turning 18 and all. haha j/k Later gang!