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I start tongiht in the ER, 7pm to 7am tomorrow. ONG I'm so anxious. Like so anxious I am nauseated.
I tried staying up all night last night, but fell asleep last night around 3 and then woke up around 11 AM this morning, which sucks because tonight on this shift i'm going to be so tired. I really hope i'll just be shadowing. Like I fucking hope so because Im going to be a) super nervous that I don't even know if my brain will be able to carry out a skill which sounds ridiculous but it's true and b) I'm going to be tired becase I haven't done a night shift in ages.
I think I'm just so nervous for tonight, but still so excited because I'm finally starting!! yay!!
I tried staying up all night last night, but fell asleep last night around 3 and then woke up around 11 AM this morning, which sucks because tonight on this shift i'm going to be so tired. I really hope i'll just be shadowing. Like I fucking hope so because Im going to be a) super nervous that I don't even know if my brain will be able to carry out a skill which sounds ridiculous but it's true and b) I'm going to be tired becase I haven't done a night shift in ages.
I think I'm just so nervous for tonight, but still so excited because I'm finally starting!! yay!!