The Healing Begins
Went over to M's house last night.
We talked about everything and even though it hurts like
hell, I understand why she's doing what she's doing.
Your children come first and sometimes sacrifices have to be made to
make their lives better.
We laughed and we cried. She cried because she hurts too.
This is not easy for either of us.
Life is never easy.
She knows she has to let me go, but just like me, she doesn't know how.
I told her to go back "home" and forget any of this ever happened.
She has to forget it in order to make things work with him.
I love her with all my heart and soul, but I have to start the healing process.
I wish I could be mad at her because it would make everything so much easier,
but I can't.
My first goal is to go all week and not call her.
The less I talk to her the easier it will be.
I have to surround myself with positive people who love and care about me.
Something wonderful has to happen to me soon, because I've about had all the
bad I can take for a while.
RESCUE ME AND MAKE ALL THE HURT GO AWAY !!!!!!!!!!
We talked about everything and even though it hurts like
hell, I understand why she's doing what she's doing.
Your children come first and sometimes sacrifices have to be made to
make their lives better.
We laughed and we cried. She cried because she hurts too.
This is not easy for either of us.
Life is never easy.
She knows she has to let me go, but just like me, she doesn't know how.
I told her to go back "home" and forget any of this ever happened.
She has to forget it in order to make things work with him.
I love her with all my heart and soul, but I have to start the healing process.
I wish I could be mad at her because it would make everything so much easier,
but I can't.
My first goal is to go all week and not call her.
The less I talk to her the easier it will be.
I have to surround myself with positive people who love and care about me.
Something wonderful has to happen to me soon, because I've about had all the
bad I can take for a while.
RESCUE ME AND MAKE ALL THE HURT GO AWAY !!!!!!!!!!