riding on bikes with boys
Group on Friday was really good, really empowering, really positive. Jesse picked me up afterward, took me to my chiropractor appointment, and then we went out to his place and went for a bike ride. It was my first time riding in months, maybe my 6th or 7th ride after not riding for almost ten years, and we went 19km -- it felt awesome! We were going to ride again Saturday night but Jesse was too sore, so we went today instead. Only 9km because Jesse was really feeling it and couldn't have gone much further, but it was still a good ride, and I am happy to take it easy so that he can get into better shape, because I know that he'll get there, and he was really patient with me last fall when he was in awesome shape and I wasn't -- but he's been depressed and he's put on almost 60 pounds since then, and if my support can help him to be happier with himself again, then that will make me happy.
There are so many things that I should probably be doing right now, that I should have done today -- but I'm just watching television, and soon I need to go to bed, because I have work in the morning. I like my job, but I do have to admit that I find it tiring. I need to find something that I can enjoy more, or at least that pays me more money. I need to have more regular hours and job security. I need to figure out what the hell I'm doing, and finish school.
Anyway, it's bed-time because I'm exhausted.
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There are so many things that I should probably be doing right now, that I should have done today -- but I'm just watching television, and soon I need to go to bed, because I have work in the morning. I like my job, but I do have to admit that I find it tiring. I need to find something that I can enjoy more, or at least that pays me more money. I need to have more regular hours and job security. I need to figure out what the hell I'm doing, and finish school.
Anyway, it's bed-time because I'm exhausted.
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