checking in
I have been MIA, as you may have noticed. Somehow even when I'm pretending things are okay to my friends and family, even convincing myself, I can't lie here -- and so I was silent, for almost four months. I have come to some huge realisations. They were hard to accept. I have to go to work at the moment, but I think that writing about this will be theraputic, and I intend to do so either tonight or tomorrow. There are some huge decisions that have been made, and some that remain to be made. More later.
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