Time Flies When You're Having Fun...or not
Ok, it's been awhile....eight months or so since I have written anything.
Not because of a lack of desire. But most certainly it has something to do with a lack of time.
I have so much stuff that goes through my head most of the time it is scary.
But, I have had sooooo many things happen in the last few years time that I am totally lost.
Like this journal. No one really sees it or even reads it except me maybe, months and years later.
Lets see, Greg needed open heart surgery which he has Jan 4th and did well.
He went back to work Feb 4th and was told two weeks later that his position was eliminated and so he was free to go. That same day.
He was not even back to full job duty yet since he couldn't (still can't) lift more than a gallon of milk.
But that company sucks anyway and he is back at his old job where they sort of treated him more like family.
Can't talk about the rest of the crap happening but it pretty much has totally removed any last bit of dignity and fight I had, plus I realized tonight, having found a video of my daughter taking a trip to Boston for a long weekend without telling me anything at all about it (but then again she and I really do not talk any more and I really do not feel like I know her at all any more either), that no one here really cares at all about anything but themselves and I feel like a used piece of meat most times and I am wasteing my life that I worked so many years so hard for and now the government is taking it all away from me and what's the point anyway????????????????????????????????????/
Not because of a lack of desire. But most certainly it has something to do with a lack of time.
I have so much stuff that goes through my head most of the time it is scary.
But, I have had sooooo many things happen in the last few years time that I am totally lost.
Like this journal. No one really sees it or even reads it except me maybe, months and years later.
Lets see, Greg needed open heart surgery which he has Jan 4th and did well.
He went back to work Feb 4th and was told two weeks later that his position was eliminated and so he was free to go. That same day.
He was not even back to full job duty yet since he couldn't (still can't) lift more than a gallon of milk.
But that company sucks anyway and he is back at his old job where they sort of treated him more like family.
Can't talk about the rest of the crap happening but it pretty much has totally removed any last bit of dignity and fight I had, plus I realized tonight, having found a video of my daughter taking a trip to Boston for a long weekend without telling me anything at all about it (but then again she and I really do not talk any more and I really do not feel like I know her at all any more either), that no one here really cares at all about anything but themselves and I feel like a used piece of meat most times and I am wasteing my life that I worked so many years so hard for and now the government is taking it all away from me and what's the point anyway????????????????????????????????????/