things will get better....eventually
today was interesting. spent the better part of the day in bed, smelling like 4 day old gross and wallowing in self pity. then i got up and showered. i smelled really bed. helped staci 'wrap' sean's birthday presents. happy birthday sean, by the way. my brought me over some groceries, including vodka, which she said was for me, but then she took it with her. (for me, huh?) then my ex-coworker/sometimes friend came over and i think pretty much tried to put the moves on me. sadly, for him, i stopped that. i just broke up with my boyfriend, and while it might've been fun and probably would get my mind off things for a short while, i don't think i'm quite ready to enter that trainwrek waiting to happen. then i called staci to tell her and see how the party was going. she handed the phone off to 'nick'. i asked her if he was hot and she said he looked like jim morrison. if he does, then sweet. anyway, after riddling nick with questions on whether he was really hot or not, i spoke to sean. his party was going well, which is good. though everybody is clear on why i did not attend said party. when your name clearly says the part of your body everybody notices, and not in a good way, you have problems. anyway, i'm off to bed. gotta get up for class in the morning, then go and beg for a job.
to do list for 12/5/05:
go to class, work on homework (ug)
beg for a job or file for unemployment
nap
think about new tattoo (to be inked on tuesday)
work out
go out for drinks for the first time without tom
to recap this day, not so good before 6pm. after 6pm, livable.
i will get through this. it may take some time, but i can get over it. i'm stronger than heartbreak.
but just to warn everybody: miranda the bitch may be out for a while. i will probably hate you, as well as everybody else in the world for a while. don't take it personally. well, most of you don't take it personally.
to do list for 12/5/05:
go to class, work on homework (ug)
beg for a job or file for unemployment
nap
think about new tattoo (to be inked on tuesday)
work out
go out for drinks for the first time without tom
to recap this day, not so good before 6pm. after 6pm, livable.
i will get through this. it may take some time, but i can get over it. i'm stronger than heartbreak.
but just to warn everybody: miranda the bitch may be out for a while. i will probably hate you, as well as everybody else in the world for a while. don't take it personally. well, most of you don't take it personally.