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seriously sometimes i wonder if anybody cares. nobody acts like they do so there is basically no point to me living. i absolutely hate my life. if i had one wish it would be to be someone else. someone who has people that care about them. somebody who has control of their life. somebody who is happy. i kno everybodys lives arent perfect and people have it worse than me but i just cant stand living my life the way it is now. i seriously think i would be happier if i didnt exist.