As Tears Fall Down My Face I Sit Here And Write To You. Just For You
yeah i kno its thanksgiving and your supposed to write what your thankful for but what do you write about when you feel totally empty and like theres no point anymore? Last night seriously sucked. Except for the fact the Grant and I went to a movie. I always love hangin out with that kidd. He seems to be the only one now that i actually enjoy being with. Im so sick of having to put up with everything. I hate it. Yeah well heres what im thankful for i guess?
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I will ALWAYS be thankful for my family. Even tho we fight and all have our differences at the end of the day there always there for me and they have my back. I kno they probably dont kno i feel this way but i love them to death. If any one of them was dying and i had the choice i would die instead of them. They have so much more to live for and all three of them are amazing. I love them so much. <3
Then of course theres Leah Lorraine Downey. I dont kno what i would do without her. She's basically my other half. She knows more about me than anyone else. Shes always the person i run to when i have problems. The one i call when i need advice. And it hurts more than a bullet through the heart that were slowly falling apart. No matter what happens i will always remember alll the memories and how much she means to me. I truly would be lost without her. Leah Thank you for teaching me so much about myself. Thank you for teaching me to live and never look back. Thank you for your trust. Thank you for holding out your hand and being there for me when i needed you the most. Thank you for being in my life. I love you <3
Where would i be without Emily Alexis Marshall. I dont kno what i would do without her either. She has taught me something truly special. No matter what is brought into her life she deals with it. She doesnt just forget about it. Emily I love you so much for teaching me that. Thank you for everything that you do. <3
I can't forget Jenna Kay Baldwin. We had english together last year yet we didn't find the time to talk. We just sat on opposite sides of the room. Looking at eachother every day. What i didnt kno was that you would become a great friend. Our talks are what keep me going through the day. Even tho we have only known eachother for this school year you mean a lot to me. Thank you for being absolutely awesome and being yourself <3
Everything else im thankful for. A roof over my head, the food on my table every night, A warm comfy bed to sleep in every night, all my friends, everything i own, everyone who has touched me one way or another in the course of my life, my extended family on my dads side even though i havent met any of them im still thankful that i have them, my cousins Courtney Brittney Sierra Niarie Garo and Modal, my aunts Taline Corrin and Ani, my uncles Aram Kev and Hagop, my grandma Virginia, my grandpa even tho he passed away when i was little i will always cherish the memories i had with him and how he was the one truly pure person i know that lived for the moment and would not let anything get in the way of him living his life to the fullest.
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Theres tons more but i have to go get ready because family is coming over. So i guess thats all for this entry. Happy Thanksgiving.