worse than cigarettes

Mar 28, 2012 13:18


Pairing: gd/top
Rating: r
Summary: post-disbandment. ar. sister fic to this, but can be read alone. (angst warning)
2006 words~
And he still smokes, if anything, more than ever. But that’s not a surprise. )

fandom: big bang, pairing: gd/top, length: oneshot

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atenais_pala March 30 2012, 21:43:08 UTC
I have to confess that I was afraid to read this story, since I knew that it would be sad. GTOP angst makes so much sense that this distresses me. Actually, I think this sequel can work without "can't forget what constantly reminds you". I felt as I was reading a totally new story from the same universe (post-disbandment).

I really love the idea that time doesn't change us. I mean, I'm 34 years old and sometimes I guess when I'll become an adult, because I don't feel that I really changed. I still like a lot of things I used to like when I was young. Of course what I lived until now makes me see things in other perspective, but I'm not wiser or more intelligent. I still have silly dreams, I act really naive and I didn't lose some simplicity. It's hard to explain, we don't change we just lapidate some features we always had.

I love the way you worked with the present and past. And how Jiyong hates the fact that he changed as he thought he would. It's sad to see that he can't accept himself and his own feelings. He's restraining himself to be happy because he's being a closed mind.

I hope you write a happy fic someday.
Thank you!

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heads_bang April 3 2012, 14:12:53 UTC
hahaha avoiding me cuz i write angst. lol its okay. i admit it, kinda have a penchant for the sad stuff.

and everything you said about how time doesn't change us feels entirely true. im older and an adult now but i feel more lost and uncertain than i ever did as a child.

i hope to write a happy fic too~ lol i love this post-disbandment universe but i do intend to make the sequel (if i ever get around to writing it) less angsty. trust me, im frustrated with with tabi and ji as well with their floundering around when they obviously like each other.

thank you for reading and commenting~ ♥

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