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wow...a lot has happened in the last hour. i went from being fine to being pissed to so god damn sad and now im fine. jared and i are 'taking a break' as he put it. which means we broke up...so yea. we never really had time to see each other or to even just talk. also we dont really know each other that well... actually we just dont kno what each other wants out of a relationship. so anyway he claims when hes not so busy anymore we might start over. whatever i think hes just saying that but at the same time i hope hes not- im pathetic like that. but now on the bright side i can flirt with other males and i dont care (well at least not alot) what happens between us i just really hope we can stay friends. cuz it would suck if we now never talked cuz i really think of him as a friend and i hope we can stay friends. i mean i know it will be weird but its a shit load better than acting like we never even knew each other. i really am cool with it...
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