Jun 09, 2010 23:08
i look down and the clock changes in front of me, 11:59 to 12:00 am
And just like that, another day passes.
In that blink of an eye it went from June 9th to June 10th
These numerical days mean nothing and are just a count down to responsibilities of bills owed and favors due.
I look down and see another day passed, another lesson learned and hope that I am maintaining to the best of my abilities to exceed and excel as a positive person doing anything I can to help those that need me.
That is all I can do and all I can be.
I look down and I try not to look back. Life is long and it's a journey and it scares me sometimes to really ponder existence and wonder just why the fuck we are here anyway.
I look down and I feel like I've been doing it for too long. I've been to hell and back and well I can say I've seen better days as well as far worse so hey I hope my pendulum is on the up swing I mean that's BOUND to be the direction this train is going if you don't get that I really don't know how else to explain it if you know me you probably just understand since this is the way i've always been and well i don't really know what else to say i just really felt like i should just write just type just go just let it all come out since thats really hard to do sometimes and who knows why but we all struggle with something like that so well just thats it then. be good, or be good at it is what someone i heard say once. use it you'll sound cool.
-me.