no kind words
i've tried to update this thing in a while, but everytime i try i have to stop because of the emo wreck alert. i gave up on a proper entry so here are some random things:
- for the past two or three weeks i have been an emotional wreck. i really have little to no idea what's going on, but it's like something woke me up and i noticed all the feelings that i had denied feeling.
- i am unable to concentrate about anything at work lately.
- except for things like how we found a new name for me today; pedo-whore. apparently it's when a woman is enthusiastic about males 6 years younger or more (hello, robert pattinson?). i think 6 years, or even 10, should totally be ok!
- my reputation (again, at work) is that possible suitors must be either over 80 or under 18 for them to have a chance. it's not really true. i do love really old men, but in a grandfatherly kind of way where it makes me teary eyed.
- i have also connected a little too well with my inner 16 year old.
- i'm not ready for spring.
- i am tired of buying jeans and have them dye my legs blue so that i have to scrub my legs everytime i disrobe.
- after all these years i still like livejournal because it feels comfortable and safe. i have more freedom here than when updating a facebook status anyone from my boss to distant high school aquaintances can read. plus the things people write here are usually more interesting than "XXXX just walked up a hill".
- for the past two or three weeks i have been an emotional wreck. i really have little to no idea what's going on, but it's like something woke me up and i noticed all the feelings that i had denied feeling.
- i am unable to concentrate about anything at work lately.
- except for things like how we found a new name for me today; pedo-whore. apparently it's when a woman is enthusiastic about males 6 years younger or more (hello, robert pattinson?). i think 6 years, or even 10, should totally be ok!
- my reputation (again, at work) is that possible suitors must be either over 80 or under 18 for them to have a chance. it's not really true. i do love really old men, but in a grandfatherly kind of way where it makes me teary eyed.
- i have also connected a little too well with my inner 16 year old.
- i'm not ready for spring.
- i am tired of buying jeans and have them dye my legs blue so that i have to scrub my legs everytime i disrobe.
- after all these years i still like livejournal because it feels comfortable and safe. i have more freedom here than when updating a facebook status anyone from my boss to distant high school aquaintances can read. plus the things people write here are usually more interesting than "XXXX just walked up a hill".