Ever get angry and feel like its pushing its way out?

Mar 25, 2009 14:37

I have this thing. When ever i'm sad, embrassed, or angry, i feel like i have to throw up. To let it out, to release it. I never do because then i know i'll become a bulimic.
me and domi are kinda in the midst of a fight. Minus the kinda. She called the guy i like "ew" i said her douchebag boyfriend was ugly. Then it escaladed from there. I just said sure when she said douchebags mum invited her to live with them and she said that she had the txt. Then i said not about that. And went on to tell her that i get that d.b. Is sooooo much more important then her friends and blah blah. She hasnt txted me back.
i dont feel bad. Shes so dumb! She never gets what i'm talking about and it is so irrating! I mean, shes a good friend but i wish she knew what stuble is. Yeah, i thought that too.
i have a headache. I feel bad about the dumb remark... A bit. I am sick of the teenage adultry that they both do. Hypocrits! Gosh, they get pissed at eachother for doing what they themselves are doing! Its like shut up already!
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