Feb 02, 2004 22:19
Homecoming was a complete BLAST!!!!! Dinner with Ash Beth Meg Manda and of course Jacob was the best ever and the dance itself turned out fabulous!!! Seems every year it gets better so hopefuly next year it will be better than this one! Of course the whole night couldn't have been PERFECT! Now thats just impossible...There's always at least one thing that u wish u did...or didnt do...or someone u danced with. I'm just glad there's someone close by who knows exactly how i feel!!! And this year my one thing isn't that bad at all...or at least it didnt ruine my night! It sux anyway though, ya know? But not much u can do. Right now nothing too exciting is goin on in life. Got a couple sitches but nothing i havent been through b4 or cant handle...this and that stuff. Guy wise...well of course there IS someone...there always is. But I think i'm done chasing and workin....if it works...great. If not then u know that just sux for me. But its not like HS relstionships aren't supposed to be the person u spend the rest of your life and even thought thats a tad hard to cope with now i think i'll have to force myself to bare it. Hopefully it'll work though:) Anyway ...besides that...i'm workin real hard this year to get good grades an do that whole eduacation thing! lol...gotta get into a college with meg and u all know how smart that girl is...i gotta keep up! lol Then...there's something else. Better left unsaid to pretty much everyone cept for the person who knows about it. But i just pray to God that it doesn't happen. My life will turn upside down if it happens and i dont think i can handle that right now. But another topic change...i am so bummed!!! Now that HC is over there is literally nother to look forward to!! I'm so mad! All we have is Pring break and thats not till April!!! UGH...no days off...no nothing. Tha sux. We'll all live though i'm sure. Anyway, its gettin late and i want sleep. Manda and Ash and everyone u need to update! lol
luv yas!!!!
night!