Apr 19, 2014 20:40
Laden with so many worries, anxieties, concerns and cares
For the future, for uncertainty, for people I love and for my own sanity
So tired.
and so lonely
But yet so compelled to put on another brand new face for a brand new day
So I wipe these sighs off my lips
And start out again
Head gently bowed
but light still in my eyes
It's funny how I only say these things when everything has come to a standstill.
But in this cold quiet light of a saturday evening
as all around turns a brilliant dusk blue
I find myself thinking of the words we said
And the jokes we made
And I miss so many things about you, about our friendship.
I miss having you as my big brother,
best friend,
I miss the you I thought was you.
Please come back.